After Death Communications - My Personal Experiences

My girlfriend had been shot on Saturday. She was in a coma for three days before she lost the battle. A friend called me with the news. He told me to sit down and take a deep breath. I told him to give it to me in a straight shot. I already knew what was happening. Her spirit had tried to prepare me the night she was shot three days before.

The night she was shot - I was on my way to see her when I had my first ADC with her. She had already been shot and was laying in a pool of blood. Her spirit came to me during the drive and told me to head home and get some rest. Her spirit told me I was going to need some rest because I had a long day and a long week ahead of me. I felt I spent the whole nihgt in conversation with her spirit.

I kept trying to contact her spirit when I got the news she had been shot. She was silent during those three days she laid in the coma.

When I got the phone call and told she had died - I went numb. I dropped the phone and stumbled into my bedroom. My knees turned to jello and would no longer support me.

I fell to my knees in prayer and cried out for God to help lift that boulder off me. I couldn't do it alone. Of course the tears were streaming down from my eyes like Nigria Falls.

That is when it happened. I felt the presence of her behind me. I then heard her 'inner voice' tell me,

"Oh my Gawd. Will you take a look at yourself. Your a mess. Stop crying like a baby and stop embarassing yourself in front of me like that."

I got up and turned away to see a shadow of light hovering in the room. The 'shadowy mist' had a humaniod shape to it and had sparkles that glittered the colors of the rainbow. I asked if that was her. She told me it was her without her worldly body.

At first - I felt my friend had played a terrible and mean joke on me.

"Well they just told me you was dead."

She told me,

"A part of me is dead. I left my shadow behind. That shadowed body has come to an end. To many people, I am considered dead. To you - I am still alive because you know me differently."

I was trying to talk her into going back into her body again.

"I don't want to deal with you if a part of you is dead. I want you alive back in my sight like before. If your telling me your a ghost now - I don't like the idea of having a girlfriend who is a ghost. That ain't going to be no fun. I know about this because I have two friends like that already."

"I know. They are here with you now. They heard you crying like a baby and came running to see if they could help you."

I asked her,

"You can see them?"

"Of course silly. I am just like them now. We don't have the earthly body holding us in place in gravity anymore."

"I don't want to deal with you like I have to deal with them. No offense to them - but -- they aren't no fun to hang out with. Not like it was with you. If you going to be hanging around haunting me like they do - OHH brother. The idea of it is making me sick to my stomach. I want you to come back to me and make it like it was before."

Our conversation last about 15 minutes and she spoke to me on a spiritual level and mentioned the "Spirits of Creation." She told me that the only reason she had been able to break through and have the conversation with me vividly was due to my prayer to God. She told me to keep saying my prayers and looking for the answers within myself. She promised that her spirit was going to be "hanging" with me until I worked myself though the bitter emotions that were going to plauge me for the weeks, months and year to come.

She said that she was going to be 'constantly' holding onto my hand for the first couple of weeks. I asked why and she told,

"If you could see what I see - you would know why. Until then - just know I am right here by your side in case of an emergency. Call on God and give me the power and authority to break through and speak to you directly."

One of the things her spirit spoke to me about was my 'near death experience.' I had never told people the whole story about my NDE and what was said or done in the aftermath of the car accident while my own spirit was outside my body. Her spirit said,

"You should know better. Remember that time you found yourself outside yourself and started mumbling how you had murdered your car? Typical male response. You was more concerned about the body of your car than your own worldy body. Guys and their cars. What is it with you guys?"

She had been correct. The next few weeks - another type of problem presented itself.

I became the primary suspect in her murder. It was an ADC with her spirt that got me off the hook.