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1979 ADC's
My family had told me about an old friend who had passed away in 1977 - a year prior to my amnesia. I had no memories of him. He was an older gentleman in his 40's when he passed away. My family told me that we had been close up until I turned 12 and then we grew apart. I didn't know what to think of it - because the man had been a celebraty.
I would have a 'spirit' come to me in my dreams from time to time and his spirit would identify itself as the one my family had refered to. It was all a mystery to me and I just went along with the conversations as if I was standing outside myself. It was much like my other friend. I felt my spirit and his spirit were old friends and they could carry one like there was no tomorrow. His spirit usually only came to me in dreams. When I woke up - I wouldn't pay it any mind and carry on with my day.
I met a new friend in the 'human world' and we felt like kindred spirits. One day - my old friend (in spirit) came calling on me while I was awake and having a conversation with my new friend. My old friend (while he was alive) was well known for having lost a twin during childbirth. My old friend (in spirit) started talking to me like he knew me and chattering away about finding his twin. He (the spirit of my old friend) was telling me that I had ran into the reincarnated spirit of his twin in a new body.
I didn't know what to think of this at first. It was a different type of ADC. It was like the spirit was sitting right behind me and whispering in my ear. His conversation and words were as clear as a bell. I wasn't mistaken about what he was saying but I was confused about the meaning. So, I brought it up to my new friend in a gentle manner.
"Do you ever feel like you have a twin you were seperated with at birth?"
My friend gasped and said he had never told anyone about that eerie inner feeling that he had all his young life. I told him,
"Well - his spirit is right here in this car with us as we speak. He is invisible - but he is here chattering away in my ear and all excited about me passing on some messages to you - while I got your attention and got your ear to myself."
I was able to pass on intimate details about private matters to my new friend. (I had asked permission from my new friend to be a confidante in such matters.) My new friend gasped in wonder, awe and joy. I told him,
"You got yourself an angel for a twin or a twin for an angel. He is looking over your shoulder all the time. He wants you to know he was praying for you all his life and continues to do so - beyond this life."
My new friend and I spoke well into the late hours about the topic and at the end my new friend was asking me a question. I told him,
"It has to do with God's mysteries. That is all I know. I was just a messenger. Do as I am going to be doing and ask God what it all means - because honestly - I have no idea. While I am awake - I have no memory of who he was to me in this world. I know it when I am asleep - but my mind shuts down to it when I wake up."
My old friend (in spirit) was aware of my amnesia. He kept telling me,
"Your going to wake up one day from this amneisa you walk with. When you do - I want to you to be able to look back on these days and know I thought enough about you - to pay you some visits in spirit. It may not mean much to you now - but - trust me - in the future it is going to be like a buried treasure you dig up to marvel at."
All these years later - he was right. I can remember him now and how much he meant to me as a child growing up with a severe medical condtion that caused a great deal of pain. He was like my Doctor and a second Dad. He sang me songs and his voice was a medicine to help ease my childhood pain. For many years I forgot how much love we had shared together. It is a great joy to rediscover that love again.