After Death Communications - My Personal Experiences

I was having a heck of a time learning to live life without her. I finally felt it would be best just to call her spirit to my side if I felt a 'pain, grief, anger or panic' attack coming toward me. I would shout out,

"I NEED you NOW. Please come to me."

I would always hear her 'silent whisper' coming to me in a loving, kind and gentle voice. I must have been calling on her too much because on day she unloaded on me. I must have been milking the sympathy from her a little too much. Her character didn't change that much in the afterlife phase we walk together in.

"Alright. That is it. I have had my fill of you and you're whining. You have been at it long enough. You're dragging me down and taking me away from important matters. MY GAWD. You're like a little two year old. You think I got time to come running to you to wipe your eyes every time you feel lonely? NO I don't. I got things to do. People to meet. Place to visit here on the other side. Every time you call on me like this - I have to change form and come back into a human mind of thinking. You KNOW what that is like when you had your car crash. I can't keep doing this for you. It has to be an EMERGENCY only! You have to let go and let God guide you to the moments we share like this. You had been wanting to hear me say it when I was alive in my body -- so you going to hear it now and you got to hold on to it for years to come. I love you with all my heart - but you got to let me go and learn to live on your own again without me for awhile. When the time comes - we will be together again and then you will have the full understanding of matters again. Until then - just know I love you with all my heart and nothing will ever take away from that. Got it?"

It was a special moment for me. She had been holding back for a special moment to express those three words to me. I was the hopeless romantic sap in our relationship. I just laughed and agreed with her. It was what my heart and mind had needed to hear. I promised I would call on her out of the blue anymore and would live in content with the memory of her saying that to me. (Even if it was silent and in spirit.)

That session didn't end our ADC's together but I stopped expecting her spirit to come rushing to my aid every time a painful moment of grief hit me.

She told me that I had to turn my questions and faith back over to God. She could act as a messenger on behalf of Creation if I directed my questions and devotion toward our Creator.

The trauma and drama of my emotional and mental pain was far from over but at least I was able to walk on my own again.

Then I got the ADC that took my breath away. I feel the ADC was more from Creation than from her - but it overwhelmed me and gave me a profound sense of hope and understanding.