Reincarnation: Meeting another

Meeting a Soul Connection

Meeting the soulmate I have nicknamed "Bandit" in 1979 was a turning point.   A few months later - it became a mystery again when I had a relapses of amnesia and lost memories of our meeting and friendship.  I had rumors to go by.   Once again - it was just a hint of what had came to pass in the past that I became blind to. 

During our conversations together - we pinpointed the fact that something within was guiding us. 

I had experienced the 'inner spirit' and codenamed it the 'Hidden Casper."   So - I felt his 'Casper' and my 'Casper' had an old friendship from heaven or the afterlife or from the past and that we had 'inherited' the friendship from that.   It wasn't born from the world as much as was 'born' from heaven. 

He was in the dark more so than I was.   When I gave voice to the lessons I felt I had learned from my 'near death experience' - he found himself in agreement with me.  One of his sayings that he repeated often was,

"My mind is doing a tap dance on my head when I hear this subject brought up - but at the same time, my heart is singing a song of joy I have never heard before.  It gets me to stop and think and put the doubts aside.  My heart is telling me it is true yet my mind is standing off in the corner in the distance screaming it head off telling me it is untrue.  I have no choice but to believe in what my heart is leading me to believe." 

This encounter led me to ponder the 'unconscious mind of soul.'   The word many people were using to define my 'sudden burst' of 'inner knowing' was intuition.

"The word 'intuition' comes from the Latin word 'intueri', which is often roughly translated as meaning 'to look inside'’ or 'to contemplate'." Intuition provides us with beliefs that we cannot necessarily justify. Intuition is commonly discussed in writings of spiritual thought. Contextually, there is often an idea of a transcendent and more qualitative mind of one's spirit towards which a person strives, or towards which consciousness evolves. Typically, intuition is regarded as a conscious commonality between earthly knowledge and the higher spiritual knowledge and appears as flashes of illumination. It is asserted that by definition intuition cannot be judged by logical reasoning.

I came up with a parable of mist, rain and vapor.  During my 'near death experience' upon my return to the human body there was a process where I witnessed thoughts, memories and knowledge vaporize and then crystalize into solid form similar to the process of rain evaporating into an invisible form to return to the clouds.  I felt the 'unconscious mind of soul' was like a cloud that would rain onto my conscious mind with 'direct knowledge' that my conscious mind could not argue or dispute.   This sort of knowledge would stay with me in a nurturing manner and then evaporate and disappear from my conscious sight again.  

The 'inner eye' and 'inner mind' had opened up during our meeting and rained down on us both - and then as quickly as the 'rainstorm' had appeared in our lives - it disappeared and when the sun came out it was hard for me to recall what exactly had been said or exchanged between us concerning the subject of reincarnation.  I knew something had been discussed but wasn't sure what it was.  

I felt a part of me and my life belonged to my 'soul' on a very mystical level and what secrets it wanted to keep to itself - it would find a way to seal up my own memories to prevent me from having a vivid conscious view of the mysteries it held in it 'heart' and unconscious mind.