Twin Souls: Summery
Observations 1978-1983
It was a mysterious theme that followed me repeatedly from 1978 to 1983 with soulmate friendships outside of my near death experience. In my NDE - I had been reunited with my 'spirit twin' and when I returned to my physical body - my 'spirit twin' came to me as a divine messenger from the spiritual realm.
I was introduced to my first soulmate (Rockrolla) within a month of my NDE and the theme came to the surface for a brief moment in our private discussions. I had a conversation with a 'soulmate' from childhood. He had memories we had shared in the past about reincarnation. He didn't like discussing it with my amnesia in place. He told me it made me feel like a total stranger to him to have to talk about it as if I didn't know anymore. He refused to talk about it until I remember it on my own. He acknowledged that in the past we had discussed the 'twin spirit' aspect but wouldn't go into detail about what we had discussed.
I studied the patterns that existed in the six cases I had sight of in my past. I felt it was odd that my soul, the soul of others - and the 'script of creation' had set up a meeting with 'old friends from heaven' while they were 16 years old. There was something about the mind of understanding at that age that had an 'in-between' effect. Halfway between childhood and adulthood. They were still young enough to tap into those years of so called 'childhood imagination' when spiritual mysterious presented itself in a parable form of comprehension. Subtle enough to be left to a 'flight of fancy' but causing an impression that would be hidden away in the undertow.
The message from the 'twin in spirit' to the 'twin in the flesh' was always full of divine love. It was a love beyond words. Over and over again (as with my own) it was a reassurance of the fact that inwardly, there was always a psychic bond and in 'spirit reality' - the two twins were always acting as one.
I felt my own prayers had been answered in my own quest for understanding relating to the memories of the mystery that surfaced in my memory associated with the 'near death experience' I had endured.
Between 1978 and 1983, I had met 1000's of people and had discussions of the metaphysical elements stemming from my near death experience but the only five people who took my conversation of the 'twin spirit' to heart were the five soulmates I was introduced to. Their eyes would light up with an inner recognition. Other's had been curious or had discussed it as a theory, myth or fallacy.
There were a few cases where I met strangers and the 'twin spirit' spirit would shine through in the conversations that led their eyes to light up. I never got to speak to them at length. It would always present itself as a mystery. To me, I started to consider it 'sacred knowledge.' It was something a body, mind, heart, spirit, soul and person had to work on within a spiritual progression. For the most part - it was kept secret and hidden away within.
I knew it had to do with the 'divine creation' plan of our Creators. In those five years, I learned how the mind of this world was full of darkness, deception and walked with a lack of knowledge. For this reason, there was the danger of people taking the knowledge and applying it in the wrong direction instead of the right direction. It was not 'rational knowledge' as much as it was 'heart-felt' knowledge. One thing I could attest to was - it was very hard to make any sort of sense of what was coming to me in the form of a mystery in spirit.
What I had observed through that five year period was - that in order for that information to be counted as real and valid - it had to come from the source. The five cases I worked with directly - all had knowledge and information coming to their own hearts directly from their own 'spirit twins.' When I spoke to friends who didn't have that information coming from the source - they made a mockery of it due to there own lack of knowledge and lack of experience.
There was a romantic element on the surface that people applied to with the myth from ancient times. I felt there was a difference between 'true love' in a worldly sense and 'divine love' in a spiritual sense. If any of my five 'soulmate' friends took that myth to heart and started looking in the wrong direction to fulfill it - they would be led astray - as I almost was with my girlfriend. I felt she was the other half of my own inner heart but I had let my mind be filled with my own desire instead of the inner desire of the plan of creation.
But the overall theme I discovered was that the initial steps to being 'whole' within was not about finding a person outside of oneself as much as it was about finding the other half hidden within. Of the six cases of 'twins' I worked with (including my own) five of the sets had a twin in spirit on the other side. In only one case did I feel that the 'spirit twin' of the soulmate I was involved with had a 'living twin' in the flesh at the same time as himself. No information was given to me to make it possible for these two to meet in person. If this had been the ultimate goal - it could have been accomplished in a short amount of time. This, of course, is not something for the human mind (in a state of blindness) to decided as much as it is a for the soul to decide.
During those five years, the theme of reincarnation kept presenting itself as a fact to me and my mind. I flip-flopped on the scale of belief and tried to keep a balanced view. Even though I had my own personal presentation of evidence presented to me time and time again, it still didn't make logical sense in the scheme of the physical world. In the undertow, I felt the 'reunion' of soul was based on multiple lives of the soul. My mind followed a theme from the spiritual conversations I had with my own twin that the 'ultimate' goal on both our paths was a reunion with one another while incarnated in physical form but that journey involved future incarnations.
One of the parables that was given to me by several of the spirits was the satellite parable. I was told that the 'soulmate' relationship was like a moon to the sun. The twin's love was direct beam of light from the Sun of our own creation but while in the dark world of man - we had to look to the night sky and by guided by the light of the moon instead of the light of the Sun. I was told that love shared with a 'soulmate' was like a direct reflection from the same source as the Creator and the Twin Spirit. So when a 'divine love' showed up in our lives at a scheduled point - whether it be from a 'soulmate' or from a 'twin spirit' at the core it was all from the same source. Our Creator.