Soul Twin: Spiritual Twin

Mystery of Creation

From a very early age I started talking about 'my twin.'   The mystery theme of 'twin' followed me through my life when ever I encountered the mystical side of life through spiritual encounters with the 'divine.'   From my childhood near death experience to the NDE I had in 1988 - this topic always came up when I was a spirit outside my body.   The memories of the subject would stay with me once I returned to my human state of mind. 

Over and over again, when I tried to approach the subject with other minds - I was often told that my presentation of the concept was not biblical.  I had never studied the bible and worked directly with ministering spirits as guides.   They advised me to stay away from the biblical translations until I could reach a level of maturity to comprehend the full picture associated with worldly language.  Over and over again the 'spirits' told me that the 'translation' process had tainted the original meaning.  I wasn't led to study scriptures until after the technology allowed easy access to dictionary references to the original languages.  

The Bible was not created and made in the image of God.  Man created the bible.  One of the first scriptures I was led to in spirit outlined a problem that was presented to me time and time again when I worked directly with spirits firsthand after my 1978 near death experience. 

Romans 1:23, "And changed the glory of the uncorruptible God into an image made like to corruptible man, and to birds, and fourfooted beasts, and creeping things."
Romans 1:25, "Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed forever. Amen."

What the spirits told me is defined in a word found in the dictionary.  Bibliolatry  What I was told was that people would fail to do the spiritual work involved in their personal quest for the truth and stop once they found a material object that would pacify their mental and logical comprehension.  Instead of worshiping and turning to the true Spirits of Creation - they would turn to a literal interpretation of an image creation from their mental understanding. 

For the first decade after my 1978 'near death experience' - I was led by spirit on my quest for truth and spirit led me away from looking for truth i the pages of a book.  They always told me references I would be able to use in the future when I would be led to study the book of words to comprehend where the ideology many give their minds to.  By the time I had my 1988 near death experience - I had many questions on my mind about the story of creation.   I was shown the reality in spirit and  in the recovery room I did my best to condense it down to a simple format to recall at a later time. 

Childhood

My Mom said that one of  first words out of my mouth was 'twin.'  I have no memory of how that word came into my vocabulary at a young age - but the word stuck with me through many years when I was trying to reference a mystical bond I shared with another spirit in soul.   I was probably trying to define the bond and someone probably stated that what I was trying to describe sounded like a twin.  Someone who who has a body that is made at the same time your body is made.   Someone who is like you only the opposite of.   I wasn't trying to define a 'physical body' as much as I was trying to define a spiritual shell.  

When I was 8 or 9 years old, I was speaking to my Grandmother about the mysteries of my 'near death experiences' in childhood.   The theme of the 'twin' came up while I was standing next to 'invisible spirit's that I had sight and sound of.  My Grandmother was blind to these spirits.  My family referred to them as my 'imaginary playmates.'   They were more comfortable with this reference than 'ministering spirits' because they couldn't tell if the spirits were divine or diabolical.  So, I was instructed to refer to them as 'my invisible playmates' and my family would decipher whether they were leading me on a good or bad path. 

My Grandmother was referencing her knowledge of the bible and was telling me that there was no mention of twins in the good book.   The ministering spirits instructed me to ask her,

"What about the bride and bridegroom Grandma?  Does your book say anything about the bride and bridegroom?"  

She said she had read several references to a 'bride and bridegroom' and couldn't make sense of the usage.  I told her,

"My friends are telling me that it the same thing Grandma.  The book has it's way of saying it and I have mine - but in the end - they both mean the same thing. It is just a 'saying' Grandma. It is the one your created with at the same time on the other side." 

During that conversation I was instructed by the 'spirits' to ask my Grandmother what the word 'proverb' meant.  She told me it was something that had a proverbial meaning.  I told her that is what a 'saying' was according to the 'invisible friends' who spoke to me in silence and secret.   I told her it wasn't the figurine you see on top of the wedding cake.  I had a conversation with another adult in my past and used the 'saying' of bride and bridegroom and they referenced the figurine used to top wedding cakes with.   I stopped using the 'bride and bridegroom' saying after that because the 'minister spirits' of my childhood had told me the usage it had lost it's original meaning or 'reference to as it was used  in an ancient saying. 

It was a proverbial or metaphorical reference to the condition of the soul in it's creation in heaven prior to the fall to earth where the 'division' takes place.   When the two were one in the image of our Creator. The 'yin-yang' of one soul prior to the division into man and woman. 

Galatians 3:28: "...there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus. "
Gospel Thomas#11:When you are in the light, what will you do? On the day when you were one, you became two. But when you become two, what will you do?"
Gospel Thomas #22: Jesus said to them, "When you make the two into one, and when you make the inner like the outer and the outer like the inner, and the upper like the lower, and when you make male and female into a single one, so that the male will not be male nor the female be female, when you make eyes in place of an eye, a hand in place of a hand, a foot in place of a foot, an image in place of an image, then you will enter [the (Father's) domain]."

Study and Reference

From 1968 to 1988 - I was on a path to study and observe the concept as it presented itself to me through a mystical course.   In all my near death experiences during this time period, this theme was the central to all my mystical experiences.  

This section of the web site contains my observations, experiences and study of this theme as I experienced it on my own quest for the sake of truth in spirit.