Soulmate: Adult Cases

It seemed to my mind of understanding that they (reincarnated soulmates) came in waves or phases. (It seemed to be the pattern in my cases.)  Sort of like a pendulum swinging from one side to the other.  From the physical to the spiritual.  Even though I didn't have conscious memories of my childhood experiences, there was an unconscious intuition that kicked into gear when one showed up mystically into my life.  I would be looking over my shoulder for  when the next soulmate in the trio would show up.  I didn't want to be caught off guard.   I have primary and secondary cases in my case history from 1986 to 2007.  I focus on the primary cases in this section of writings. 

Cases in Adulthood: Primary

  1. Minstrel:  (1986)
  2. Soul Lover: (1986)
  3. Brother of Soul Twin: (1986)
  4. Beach Boy: (1988) 
  5. Daniel:  (1991)
  6. Guitarist (1996)
  7. Buzz (2001)
  8. Light Eyes (2001)
  9. Bandana (2003)
  10. Mohawk [Comrade] (2006)
  11. Blake[Artist] (2007)
  12. Bridge [Minstrel] (2007)

 

The Primary cases in adulthood always dealt with a mystical undertow.  After the groupings I had encountered in childhood and early adult life - I knew enough to expect the unexpected. 

Some of the trademark characteristics were the same.

In my adult life - when I encountered a soulmate with a mystical karma attachment, I would play dumb. I wanted to test and verify the reactions from others and test their insight, knowledge and lessons learned from such encounters. 

After I felt I had verified my own findings, I would give in and express my own understanding.  Each case was different and I had to gage where their own minds were at when it came to reincarnation.  I had learned enough from my past to know that not everyone can grasp the depth of that sort of mystical insight.  Even from my own experiences, there were times in my past when I didn't want to deal with any 'direct' memories of a former life of my 'inner soul.'   I felt the memories of that sort belonged to the soul more so than my own human mind.  My human mind started out blank and with a fresh start.  I had a life I wanted to live and what ever the soul wanted to teach me about the mysteries of it's secrets, it had to so in a way to buffer the stunning effect such memories would have on the human mind.